7.24.2010
People who try too hard.
I was - still am, sometimes - one of those. I tried too hard to do what everyone else did. Now I'm going on a beaten path (becoming an R.N.) and I got asked "why". Not a nice, concerned, "why do you want to do that?" I got the "you know, you're supposed to be so smart, and you choose to do some crappy job? Like, seriously?" When I explained the reason - two years of school, paid for with a two year contract, minimal effort, in a profession I admire that pays extremely well for those who are night owls - I felt bad at myself, for giving this person so many reasons (excuses). I had to defend my actions to a person who is so hopelessly lost and inane. Who scored higher than me on a test and suddenly elevated themselves to the smarter cookie in the relationship. I've always prided myself in not trying - not studying, nnot giving a damn, plowing through it on my terms and no one else's. However, it still sucks, failing in the eyes of someone.
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I've come to realize you can't make everyone happy. Someone is always going to come along and start spouting disapproval.
But, you know..it's gotta be hard for that person..having to settle for such a horrible grad school.... :( My heart breaks for her. I really hope you can hear the sarcasm dripping off my keyboard right now haha
I know, I know.... it's so rough! How dare we bitch about our paltry lives!
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