my sister keeps checking in on me. I'm starting to feel watched. went back to smoking after hours of baby screaming. looked up so many studies on nicotine and breast milk to make sure I wasn't killing him. not to mention him falling from the couch in a bitch fit. I have never felt more horrible in my life. he seems okay; no bruising, no daze. I didn't handle it very well. there's been a lot of crying on both sides.
Travis hasn't been handling this well; he's been too tired. Ben and I are on the couch right now to let him sleep.
in the process of buying a 2002 Volkswagen Passat. should have it today or tomorrow. even with a second vehicle, I don't think I'll want to leave the house.
it's been rough.
worth it, but rough. and hard to put in perspective.
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I can't imagine.
don't stress about the fall, everyone's fallen off the bed/couch/changing table at some point.
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