8.02.2009

-dust the house
-vacuum and spot-treat the carpet
-mow the lawn
-fix the mower to mow the lawn
-sweep the driveway
-sand/paint the living room
-hang photos
-make sure I have Coca-Cola, ham, and sharp cheddar (shit! forgot bread!)

the preparations for my father don't seem like a great deal, but they've stressed me out to the point of lethargy this past week. no sex drive, no happiness, no laughter. I feel like I did right after having Ben. I thought I was over this.

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