stop playing

For the first time ever, I bought pajamas.

I used to walk around naked when I felt good. this was in the last six months.

I like thinking about first getting to know Travis, and every day finding something a little more interesting about him. he has new, different useless information that I was unknown to. did you know a paper towel roll is called a dowel? or that tharn is the phenomenon where deer are caught in the headlights?

I had a crush on him for a year before finally being free from any relationships. I loved his crooked nose. he always looked angry when he came to my store to deliver Pepsi. he thought I was a man hating militant.

we made each other laugh so hard last night it hurt. and I miss him. I wish I could always be around him, because he's always accepting a hug or a kiss and it's easier to just give in to my affections. he comes to work to see me just about every day. he makes it worth trying for.

this whole, 'growing child inside the uterus' thing is scary and bright.