5.23.2009

keep me in your heart for awhile

the house is a mess. Ben's legs are hanging off the couch. Travis is stretched out on the bed, asleep after taking the boy for the night. we celebrated last night; a year ago we goofed off at a sports bar and chain smoked in his living room until three a.m. we saw Star Trek and ate at a sushi restaurant owned and operated by cocaine addicts. it was pretty rockin'. 

my body's doing good. been working out with Amanda, my long legged doppleganger. replacing fat with muscle. feeling rough. it rained six days in a row here. I was a tad depressed. started eating again after a week of trying to starve. it wasn't wise, but being in control of my body has given me a sense of relief and confidence. 

I want to see people.

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